A reflection of life. My life journey with brainstem cancer.
It is one week today that Titien died. The sadness comes and goes in waves. Thank you very much for all the comments, memories, and words of support. I am overwhelmed. Titien touched everybody she interacted with and she was the love of my life.
Continue reading “One week of mourning”
Friends,
when I post this,
it means it’s my time to say goodbye to you.
I am already with my Heavenly Father.
The day before yesterday in the late afternoon Titien had a breathing rate of 35 breaths per minute while lying down. According to Wikipedia, 12-18 is normal for adults. It became better in a sitting position. She wanted me to stay with her and not get on my road bike on the balcony to pedal on the bike trainer for an hour.
Continue reading “IN THE TWILIGHT ZONE ON BORROWED TIME”
As per today, the COVID-19 pandemic already affected 213 countries, more than 17 million people, and has taken more than 667.000 lives.I recognize the lossI’m thinking about them who are mourning.My condolences and deepest sympathy for them.
Continue reading “WHY HE LETS ME SUFFER?”
I am loved unconditionally.
I am loved physically.
I am loved emotionally.
I am loved spiritually.
I am beyond blessed.
I am the luckiest and the happiest girl in the world.
Thank you Tobias for loving me ♥️
I don’t dare,
to stand on higher ground,
I only knelt before Him,
the way I talked to Him,
is to sing worship to Him.
I can’t see His face,
too bright.
But, I know He is the Almighty,
He is my savior,
I feel known and loved.
He is waiting for the time to walk me home 🏡.
Friends,
I’m still here.
I’m still writing while I still can.
Today, I want to tell my journey with DIPG.
Friends,
what a surprise- surprise 🤣
I thought it’s gonna be my last post .
I’m still here. 🤣
I’m still writing while I still can 🤪😜☺️
and I won’t claim again to write my last post.
I will just keep writing for as long as I can.
Friends, I’m still here.
So, I’m very happy to share with you again the thoughts I had lately.🤗
Honestly, this gonna be my last post 😊.
I hope you won’t forget me fast 😁.
Especially when you see chili 🌶 and ducks 🦆 and birds on your balcony 🐦, remember me 😊
Friends, I’m still here.
So, I’m very happy to share with you again the thoughts I had lately.🤗
Though it’s very hard for me to read,
and type on my iPhone, but with patience I can do it.
As per today, the COVID-19 pandemic already affected 213 countries, more than 11 million people, and taken more than 600.000 lives.
Continue reading “A BRAND NEW DAY”