This season of my life,
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and many young children
suffering and dying from DIPG,
cause me struggling,
cause my faith wavering.
My heart is asking and questioning,
wondering and pondering,
where’s Your healing hand, LORD?
If You are the good Father?
If You are the merciful God?
Are You really who You say You are?
I met Yuna, my 2.5 years old niece, for the first time in August 2018 in China. She looks like me when I was little. She is incredibly sweet, and has so much energy around her little selfish well.
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It’s a quiet Sunday afternoon, as usual in Karlsruhe, Germany. Me and Tobias took a short walk.
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Me: Do you feel blessed or cursed?
Surprised with my question, Tobias shifted a faintly amused gaze to me.
One evening last week on the sofa:
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Me: Tobi, are you aware of my limited time?
Tobias: Yes… and I’m scared. I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
Tobias: I am aware of the circumstances of dipg. There’s no magic pill to cure it. Your treatments now are to prolong your survival time with the highest possible quality of life.
Unfortunately we are living on a battlefield, not a playground.
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Bon dia! I’m currently in the crowded, touristic city of Barcelona. Today is Black Friday, so we want to go shopping. I will meet Tobias in the city center after he finishes work. One problem is that I should take the subway by myself to get there.
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Good bye summer, hello autumn.
Titien: “Our chili bush looks cold, we should move it inside”.
Tobi: “Ok, then I’ll move it to the bedroom”
Titien: “No way, Jose! Move it to the living room”!
Tobi: “It needs to be relatively cold in winter and still nights light. Our bedroom has a big window with morning sunlight and we never heat it.”
Titien: “ok execute to bedroom then”.
Now I have a chili bush 🌶 and lemon tree 🍋 in my bedroom.
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