Two weeks ago was Titien’s funeral, she died today four weeks ago. I just would like to post a short update here and thank you for your continued thoughts, prayers, words of support and donations to Titien’s charitable project. I also would like to apologise for not replying to every message and every comment, as Titien certainly would have done!
Some of you asked, how I am holding up. I am doing ok. I started going to the office again and it is a welcome change to being in my flat, where I basically stayed with Titien since March. I have started to work again and if I need a break, I will take one. I am currently about to start grief counselling, something I know I need.
Titien is all around me and remembering her often makes me smile (and cry at least once a day). I see her and I talk to her. I hope this is not considered pathological. Yesterday, I went to visit her grave under the tree and went for a walk around the area. It was a beautiful day.